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Thank you so much for your kind words. I have a son named Aj He is four and the most precious thing. I'm so scared. Not knowing what will happen to us is causing me panic attacks. Please say a prayer for me and my family. I am going to try and start praying again. Although, he won't listen to me. I'm a puddle right now and I don't feel like I will ever feel joy and peace and relief again. I appreciate your words and thoughts. Thanks again so much from the bottom of my heart.
I have just finished doing the go fund me thing. I'm so embarrassed. I can't believe I did that. I feel like a failure. And I know that I will not get one penny donated. And why should people donate to people they do not know? The only reason I did was for my daughter. I don't want to give up. But,let's be honest, miracles aren't real. I used to think so,but the last few years I have been doubting hope, and miracles. Especially my faith. I feel like I am not worthy of any kind of help. I feel so emotionally tired and drained. I think I'm depressed. I'm having horrific panic attacks. They are debilitating. I got my legal Indian papers,thinking that there would be grants or aid out there. It didn't change anything. It's hopeless
God has forgotten about me and my family.I'm about to be evicted,and they are going to sue me for the money I owe.Garnish my wages. Then I won't be able to even eat. I have a 6month old and a four year old. I'm so scared. I don't know what to do. I should just give up.